I wish I could climb inside my head and give my brain a few slaps once in a while. It really pisses me off that, let's call it a He, He is trying to sabotage me. There is a reason why patterns of behavior repeat themselves. It is your brain trying to fuck you up and He is very successful. Don't get me wrong. I have become very attached to my brain and I really love Him a lot, but He can be a son-of-a-bitch sometimes. He is always reminding me of His superior quality and why I should always pay attention to Him and that He is always right. For some time now, I have suspected that He is not always right. I know He is trying to protect me, but does He really know what is best for me in all situations? He thinks He is, but now I think I know better. I hope one day to be stronger than He so that I can jump without thinking.
I know. This entry doesn't make sense. It is because I am not paying attention to Him.
2 comments:
Dear Dizzydent:
Recommended reading:
"Beyond the Brain" by Stanislav Grof,and "The Biology Of Transcendence" by Joseph Chilton Pearce. They are up to the level of your intelligence/sophistication/desire.
best,
Jack
Sorry you haven't posted for a while - interesting thinking and writing. As for your brain - it probably serves you quite well... you just need to get away from each other once in a while. I find a good sleep, meditation, fine single malt and music (not all at once) do the trick sometimes.
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